2013年2月27日星期三

27 FEB 2013

27/2

My lovely blog
I'm come again here
Duno how to say
Juz realize today is 27/2
Wht a special day for me?
I dun think so
It's hard to explain
haha
All my feeling is like confuse, confuse and confuse

One month really can happened many thing
In this month
CNY was passed
Valentine's day was passed
Mid term exam was passed
My holiday gone too
It was an unhappy CNY I had never before
Only got one word to explain those few days
EMO or Moody gua
haha

I had been used to it
Everyday make myself tired
Play or stay until midnite or morning
Then only i slept
It's not my fault not I dun wan to sleep
But I can't
Even though i wan to sleep and I lying on my bed
It cant make me feel sleepy and i will think many that time
haha
Really wannna crazy

I know I cant like that anymore
but It's hard
Every day every moments I think
I dun wan friends to worry me
So I learn how to act
Only be alone I juz can take down my mask
I know if u guys see my blog sure will scold me
But no choice
If u know me well u sure know I'm this kind of person
So
Dun scold me dun bother me
Juz leave me alone
I will be alright
But duno that time is when la
hahaha

I'm still is myself
I have a chubby face that others dun have
It's my style
I'm not live for anyone
I live for myself =)
Give back my smile with this chubby face
I need it badly pls =(

2013年2月16日星期六

16 FEB 2013

16.2.13

新年差不多已經過得7788了
也要開始我的Uni life了
這幾天雖然沒什麼氣氛
不過還蠻充實的說

蛇年真的不是我的年
從初一開始就病到現在
快掛了
看來今年真的還是小心點好
羊在今年真的很差
尤其是健康
我就是其中一個例子驗證了=.=
所以再加上生病的關係
更加沒mood了
無奈啊

前天不知道為什麼
竟然又醉了
雖然人還是清醒的
是不是心情不好比較容易醉?
那天真的喝了很多
雖然是玩牌的時候輸了就喝
可是不錯了
我喝了11杯vodka 加shandy的
還是40%的vodka
剛開始沒什麼
後來越來越誇張
整個人燒燒的
頭也暈暈的
結果就去廁所吐了
這次比上次還辛苦
因為沒什麼氣
吐不出來=.=
整個臉白了
又麻煩大家了
哈哈
第二次發生這種事
都有人照顧著
麻煩你們了
我不想的
就控制不了
就算是發洩吧
發洩出來就好了
生活還是繼續過啊

再加上生病
又喝醉
頭也痛到不行
真的很suffer
隔天還要早起去拜年
不過還好
不是像上次這樣要做工
不然我會很想砍人=.=
好啦
新年就這樣過了
回去KL一切再來過
人生還是要繼續
就往前走吧
不要再回頭了
未來要自己掌握=)

PS:去在乎一个没有结果的结局,只会把自己弄到伤痕累累;
放开一切去找寻一个对的事情,更让自己觉得有意义。

2013年2月4日星期一

4 FEB 2013

4 FEB 2013


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